I love you. You drive me crazy from time to time, but I love you. I never forget everything you’ve done for me.. I am leaving not because I dont care about you.. but because I want to become a better person so that you dont have to worry and take care of me. I’m doing this so I can grow up, and take care of you.. I promise..
i love you mom.. always.
I hate that they doubt me. i feel like i can’t be a successful/better person unless i leave here and start new once i have my money saved..
I see that I can’t depend on anyone.. bc if i were to become successful.. it wouldn’t be because i got there.. it would be bc they helped me..(for whatever the reason) Then i’d have to ‘return’ the favor.. or they’d hate me.. BUT it was perfectly okay for when they doubted me in the past.. that’s how i see it…
i just want to change.. not the person i am but.. how i am.. stop being a fucking nice ass.
I want to save my money, get a car and go back to school.. i feel like its my only way out of here..
I always come back wanting more. I can never get enough of it. I just freaking love it!
Valentine’s day this year was the best Valentines day of my life. I absolutely loved it. The view from the Empire State Building is just beautiful and best of all, it was with him. I felt like I was on cloud 9.
Valentine’s Day was just breathtakingly, beautiful. <3
(Source: eyereejayy, via rdeeezy)